Raison D’être

I’ve struggled with the meaninglessness of existence for the better part of my adult life. Probably since my early teens, honestly. And I’ve never been able to come up with a good reason for living. I’ve just been moving forward in hopes that one day I would understand.

Well I think I finally do. At least for me personally.

I want to help support people. To guide others. To be a source of light and inspiration. To be there for them when no one else will. To love them for who and where they are right now, not where I wish they would be. I want to heal the sick and broken. And I want to do all of this with a loving heart.

If I can help one person then that will be enough. Because one death is one too many.

I miss you Chris. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me most.

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